不要說, 我知道

這是很舊一首歌, 當時這么紅, 我taste多麼...大衆...

多謝...

但我喜歡它來代表我現在心情

很多人說英國是那樣這么地深沉, 連帶聽這首歌也沉重起來, 竟然有點懷念在london寒冷的冬天

london的寒和paris的冷是不同的. 在憂鬱的城市, 寒會令你心靈凈潔,呵一口熱氣, 玻璃上都是你的名字; 在散漫的城市, 冷卻讓人懶, 抱着自己躲在被窩裡, 祈求自己不要再想你.

有事沒事在路上仍然拿着手機看我心愛的亦舒, 一遍又一遍, 有人曾經笑我傻, 每個月交的手機費就為了無憂無慮上網看亦舒.

沒有辦法, 我就是膚淺, 我沒有辦法看the sweetest dream這個高度, 我就只適合亦舒, 就連張愛玲, 我也嫌她太傷感, 過時了, 唉

沒有人理解不要緊, 我樂得自在.

   
Leona Lewis
- Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

 

                   上一次聽penny是色彩斑斕的意大利旅程, 今次毫不猶豫趕快聽聽新專輯為快. 原諒我是這樣的女子. ^^*

最近忘記得比較嚴重     

                      看小說忘記時間 ( 不是功課 竟然 )

忘記減肥

忘記睡了

 

你說  你不想活在別人的影子下

但我卻聽著你留給我的這些歌 背負著你的過去

原來隨便錯手..可毀了人一世

然後, 我就哭了

傷口復原了, 弄破, 結疤, 再弄破

心口那個洞很大很大, 怎樣才能填補?

相信還有真愛很需要勇氣, 我在一個人很努力很努力把它作為我的信仰

到了我的婚禮上, 我一定要是笑到最後的那個 

歌名： 於心有愧

歌手： 陳奕迅

作曲： 鍾達茵

填詞： 林夕

編曲： 唐奕聰

如果我聽歌可眼紅 何以待你好偏不懂
自細做過多少美夢 慈悲的偉論
連乞丐喊窮心也痛
竟怕放懷擁抱你 讓你露歡容
追悔無用 轉眼發現 你失蹤

曾聽說過 你某夜結婚 未曾露笑容
實在不敢知道我是元兇

大概當初我未懂得顧忌
年少率性害慘你
令人受傷滋味 難保更可悲
這心地 再善良終生怎去 向你說對不起

良心有愧 原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以為
便偉大到像多麼有為
這種剌蝟 連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
被我害過來接受我跪
是我在製造眼淚居然想救世

就算積儲獻盡飢荒赤地
而太多債沒處理
累人累己滋味 餘生也記起
數一數 我實情不只得你要說句對不起

良心有愧 原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以為
便偉大到像多麼有為
這種剌蝟 連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
被我害過來接受我跪
是我在製造眼淚居然想救世

於心有愧 原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以為
便偉大到像多麼有為
這種剌蝟 連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
內疚內疚內疚沒作為
直到某年某日我能安息於葬禮

仍想你一家可到齊

 

經過一晚嘅努力...終于做咗呢個demo...仲有好多發展空間...但...有時間再講, 哈哈哈!!!

在我要決定找回自己之後, 我去了london的女生宿舍, 直頭係 fit啦!!!!!!!

   男仔有playboy, 點解女仔唔可以有playgirl, 咁不如就玩一次啦?

   你不是, 從來也不是, 但我想愉快的錯一次...

   錯, 就邊度有愉快嘅咧?!!?

   俾一個女仔揀嘅話, 邊個想玩丫???

   即使錯的, 也想要留住...咁點解想留住je...就係因為你愛佢lo...

   忘記mr right...愛mr wrong一次....

好喜歡fi mv入邊嘅那對鞋, 開頭以為ugg...確實...ugg係唔可能咁fashionable嘅!!!!

我錯了.....................................

 

"we were always perfectly happy before we decided to live  happily  ever after..."

i saw the film again...the third time...more tears...

mengmeng sent this song to me, reminds me all my old memories,  all of them, the way of being treated, the way of being lied to, the feeling of being lonely..

i realised, finally, happiness is not sth  that we expect to, it  really happens anytime and everywhere, as long as u want to feel it...

wish me happy 2009